Bryce....I feel like a terrible mother....I haven't written here in so long. I think about you daily and still post about you on the other blog....so I guess I'm not totally guilty. So many awful things happen here on this Earth. It makes me somewhat grateful that you don't have to experience any of this evil and heartbreak here with us. If I could tuck all my kids away in a perfectly safe place then I would in a heartbeat. I love you so much and hope that you can feel that. I sure hope that you and Grandpa are helping out our family members who need it most. Keep them close and help them with the hard times they are going through. I've been thinking about you and Grandpa a lot lately....deep inside I hope that means you are thinking of me too.
I can't believe that this year you will be 5! Holy cow! You would be starting kindergarten...such a big boy. So hard to believe that you would be so big..walking, talking, writing your name getting ready to pick out school clothes. All that fun stuff. Makes me sad that i won't get to do that with you.
Also...I could use some help with your brother...PLEASE! He is a pain in the butt to potty train. I'm hoping this is it and he is going to start doing it. I just think that I would be past that with you...no more diapers. I guess that if I could change it all I would change your diapers for as long as I needed just to have you back. It's funny the things that you would trade to have a loved one back. I'd give anything....but in reality we just know that can't happen. I guess I will have to be content with knowing I will see you again one day. Until then, know that I love you and not a day goes by that I don't think about you for one reason or another.