I love my sweet baby!

So Bryce, I have been feeling very weird lately, I have been feeling very far from you and not able to feel that you are around me. I feel like I have been looking for you for the past little while and in the search, I get lost and farther from you and I have been very sad but haven't been able to cry. Where have you been? Then tonight I was watching a show and there you were, I found you and you were there with me and I could feel you so strong, maybe making up for the lost time in the past little while I have been looking for you. I try so hard to put on this happy strong face so that people around me don't get uncomfortable and I think that I have let that run me and who I am lately. I am by no means happy that you aren't here with me. I do have some happiness in my life but I just feel that it would be so much different and better and happier if you were here. Everytime I get a snuggle moment with Trey, I am thinking how I wish more than anything that I could have that moment with you too. Life is so weird and awkward right now, it's so hard to explain, and I get caught up in life. But for tonight I just sat with you, holding your blanket and hat and loving them, knowing that I held you in them. That is all I have. So unfair, somethings are just so unfair. I love you little man and always will, no matter how caught up in life and things I get, you are always there in my heart and I think of you everyday. Please stay with me! I Love you!!

Oct. 15th

Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. Tonight at 7:00pm we will light a candle for Bryce and keep it lit for 1 hour and if everyone around the world does this there will be a world wide wave of light for all the babies that have gone too soon, so if you or a family member have lost a baby light a candle in their name and remember those precious little ones who have gone too soon. Thanks!

Walk to remember 2008

So we were all terrified that we would be walking in the snow Saturday morning but the weather held til about the last 15 minutes of the walk and then it started to pour! But it turned out nice. So, I just wanted to post a few pics from this year. I had to do them in 4 different posts, issues....grrrr...so that is the reason for the separation between some pics. Anyway, thanks for looking! Love you Bryce!

This is just a picture of the balloons and some of the audience.

 

More of the same, different side.

 

These are the Share girls! Sorry, I know that all of you are going to want to kill me for this one! heehee Love ya!

 

Cute kids and Dad.

 

My darlling girlie.

 

I had to have this hat for Trey, perfect for the cold weather at the walk.

 

This is Mandi's boyfriend, he is soooo cute with Trey!

 

Walking for Bryce...

 

Trey was giving his big brother a kiss.

 

Jadynn always has a hard time at the walk.

 

Our balloons.

 

That is it. We love that Share does this, it is a much needed cry and a special day to remember our beautiful babies! We love and miss them so much!

Angels Kiss

We go through life so often,
Not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted
As we travel on our way.

For in your pain and sorrow,
An angels kiss will help you through.
The kiss is very private,
For it's meant for only you.

We never stop to measure,
Anything we just might miss.
But if the wind should blow by softly,
You'll feel and angel's kiss.

A kiss that is sent from heaven,
A kiss from up above.
A kiss that is very special,
From someone that you love.

So when your hearts are heavy,
And filled with tears and pain,
And no one can console you,
Remember once again...

About the ones you grieve for,
Because you sadly miss,
And the gentle breeze you took for granted
Was just an angel's kiss.

-Author unknown

I love you so much Bryce and I love you and think of you every day!